ctr1980

Liars.......

2006-05-24T01:55:01Z

One of my big things in honesty. I expect people to be honest with me probably because I am honest with people. I mean, what kind of a relationship can you have with someone who is not honest. And then once they are confronted with their lies they say some other story and I didn't want to tell you cause I thought you'd be mad. Screw that!!! I wouldn't be mad if you went to church out in another ward instead of our ward but instead tell me you went to our ward and our Sunday School class. Anyways, just a little pet peave if you will of mine. I don't expect too much out of people but I can not stand it when people lie to me!!

ctr1980 @ 2006-03-08T12:57:00

2006-03-08T20:01:46Z

Well, I am all over my infection!!!! YEAH!!! I am happy about that!! That was miserable. Never get a kidney infection okay!! They are absolutely miserable!!!!! Anyhow, the good news is I'm still pregnant and soo excited. My appointment will be the 27th of this month to see how far along I am and everything. Yeah!!! Another peice of info I just found out today was that my sister in law is pregnant with her fifth child!! That one is a surprise to her!! She is thinking her due date will be November 9th which might be before mine. Interesting!!! Anyhow, I am excited!!!! Two more babies will be coming in this world this year from my family!!! Yipee!!!!!! Anyhow, just thought I'd share the news. Everyone in my family is excited, especially my two step kids!!! They have been bugging us for awhile now to have a new baby, haha!! Anyhow, take care and God speed!!

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2005-11-17T19:04:49Z

So what do you do? I'm sorry for going off like that, I'm just still a little upset about all the stupid drama that goes on for no reason. Ya know, if Shawna wants to be friends with the people who betrayed her then let her. If she feels I betrayed her than whatever, I really don't need friends like that anyways. I'm so sick of the drama. I just want to scream!!!!!!!!!!! And I'm letting the adversary get to me for getting all upset about it, so I need to change. And I need to change now!!!

What ever did I do?????

2005-11-16T16:34:22Z

Gloomy

2005-02-22T04:24:46Z

It's been a long day. For the most part it was nice but when i got home it all changed. I need to really get out of this house. It is not good for me to live here under my dad and holly's roof. I don't know why I ever decided to live here after my mission. Oh well, I guess you live and learn.
I just got my hair done and I am tempted to change it again so that I can feel better. Change it more drastically. I got it done for free and I'm not sure I'd be able to get it done fore free again. Maybe if I bought all the supplies, or something. I do need to change something though and my hair seems like the easiest thing to do. Well, this is gonna be short, cause I emailed the person whom I wanted to know more. I just thought that I'd keep up with this thing. I know I said before that I wouldn't write anymore but it is kind of addicting. I guess more addicting to read than to write, but oh well.

How stupid can I be?

2005-02-07T05:38:25Z

Ok, here goes my second entry ever. Who knows if anyone will ever read this, and if they don't that is fine too. I think this is just good for me to vent sometimes. I am pretty frustrated with myself at this time. Right after I got off my mission I had this stupid idea to go onto an ldschat line to supposedly make friends. Well, I met this guy, we'll call him Grant. Him and I have had some amazing converstations. I have put forth most of the effort to communicate with him though. Now I go back on this sight and he is online so I try talking to him and no answer. Stuupid me for even thinking we could be friends. It was a stupid idea from the get go. Never make friends with someone on line. I've heard people have gotten married from that kind of stuff but nope, not me. I thought I was crazy for it anyways but continued to progress this relationship, now I regret it. I hate making online friends.
On a good note, my family for Christmas received 4 more aunts and two more uncles. My dad was on an adventure to find his biological father, and accomplished it at Christmas time! It was neat, I was able to go and meet my new grandfather, and two of my new aunts with my dad. It is funny, cause you could really tell that they are family, in so many ways. I have been emailing my two aunts and have gained some great relationships with them.
Today I also signed up for this classmates.com and have come in contact with a few of my classmates and friends from high school. That is a sure bonus. It is always nice to catch up with people you haven't seen or heard from in almost seven years.
I also wanted to take a moment and thank my friend wawa_aka. She has helped me in so many ways and I don't think she understands how much she's really helped me. People always need good friends like her and I fully believe that God places people in our lives for certain reasons. Well, I need to get going and write my paper that is due tomorrow. Take care and I'll write more later.

This is very strange!!

2005-01-13T06:28:32Z

My friend has been telling me about this thing for a long time now and I have just figured out how to use this. I actually told my other friend about this tonight as well. This entry is gonna be extremely short due to the fact that it is late and I am tired. I have to be up at 6:30 in the morning and that is early. Not looking forward to getting up that early but you gotta do what you gotta do to make money.
For Christmas we discovered family we've never known about! That was fun! my dad was adopted out when he was 4 and the guy who he thought was his biological father really isn't. It was nice to meet two of my 4 new aunts and my new grandpa! i still haven't met any of my 2 new uncles yet but hopefully I will shortly. We are going to be having what they call a reunion but to me it is just a gathering or union this summer. SO hopefully I will be able to meet more of them.
Ok, I gotta go to bed now. One of these days I will learn better how to use this thing. See ya